I realize that we're hanging by a thin thread, I know that it will break very soon by my actions, thoughts and what I say. You never left me alone before, you were with me 24/7, then you just...left...like everyone else did and my old self came back. The truth is, I was scared, and alone for countless of days. I didn't know what to do, but I turned into something I never wanted to face again, that broken hearted, damaged girl who thought that life was a game and used everyone for her own advantage. I hurt you, but I was hurt also by what my mind told me and what everyone said around me. I can't blame you, you can hate me, you can be upset and